"Descibe your Deepest Fear..."

My deepest fear would be spiders and clowns.
Spiders becuase they make cringe. Everytime I
see a spider, I just want to squish it, I can't leave
 it alone for some reason. I try to stop but I just
 can't. It makes me feel like a bunch of spiders
are crawling over me, so it gets weird. Clowns,
especially clowns that smile, creep me the hell out.
Just looking at them makes me cling. I have dreams
about clowns chasing me, one in a blue moon, which
is not that often.